Friday, September 25, 2009
This is my 100th post, and I'm glad it's a beautiful milestone for me, both for this blog and for my life. Our group has finished PW written report... It was mega tough, mega tiring and though I'm falling sick now, I am grateful for everything.
There is a lot I wanna say, but maybe I should save it for another day. But it has been an enriching journey, one of the most taxing and time-consuming one, but it is one I would not have wanted to miss (okay maybe not ><).
And thank you for the hug today! I needed it. =)
p.s. OMG THANKS KENNETH X 999999999999999999999. You're damn awesome :D
KC...
12:30 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Saranghaeyo... =)
KC...
9:36 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
I know this is late, but sorry for being insensitive to what you really wanted... I'm sure it was not meant in a bad way.
I hope you know I'm talking to you. We've never forgotten you.Anyway, I found out that my ex-classmate made a girl pregnant, and he went around borrowing $ to make an abortion. I dunno wat to say, hmmm. It's like quite bad that he's doing this at our age, and even if he did it, he should've been smart enough to use protection la. Well, it's really painful for a life to be lost like this. =(
I want to talk to you, I really want it to be like last time, but it's so hard...
KC...
11:34 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
GRRR. My hotmail is being totally... Zzz. Can't open any emails even though I see the list of new mails I've gotten. Luckily they're not related to work, if not die. ><
KC...
11:51 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
Omg. My phone bill for last month was $90.68.
I sent 1104 smses, had 244.6 mins incoming calls and 295.6 mins outgoing.
But... my dad wasn't pissed and he asked me to change to a better plan! Haha, damn surprising. But maybe that's because his own bills amount to $300+. Hmmm.
KC...
8:49 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Life is better when there's no schedules and no deadlines.
But life is better when I do not have to worry about stuff. Like work, myself and people. There are so many reasons why I worry about myself - what i do, what i feel, what i think. If only I was in kindergarden again, then I'll always be happy with playing and learning ABCs, being amazed with new gadgets like computer and be happy with everybody around me. I wish for that bliss.
My father told me some sad stuff today, and i must admit it's not illogical, but i hope it would not happen. hmmm.
okay, back to chinese and then to bed. ><
KC...
12:43 AM
Friday, September 11, 2009
I always say that I hate liars, but I realised I'm a liar too. I'm such a hypocrite. =(
After the exams, after PW, after all the supposed work, what will happen? I need support, now. =(
KC...
3:53 PM
"It takes a long time to grow an old friend."
It's a brand new Friday, and my short holiday is already coming to an end. But my morning was special because I spent time with my old, close (and can be considered one of my best) friend.
It's really amazing how the 3 of us manages to stay together after 9-10 years as really great friends. We knew each other in P2, parted in P4 (he went on to GE stream) but we never lost touch. Honestly, I do not share my troubles with them (i do not share them with anybody anyway) to not weigh them down; though we meet up very rarely, we do not talk often on msn, I always feel very comfortable and happy when I spend time with them, when we have those crazy stay-overs when we sleep at 4am to play com games or dai-di.
I woke up at 7.45, but as usual, i lay down for a while and woke up 15 mins later - ending up late. (I just seem to cure this bad habit, grr) But he was completely fine, and before we know it, we just spent about 1hr plus jogging at the stadium, talking about stuff and catching up. Sometimes it's great to have a friend who stays near you. Really, a minute spent face to face is worth 100 times more than a minute spent typing in online conversations.
Anyway, I'm glad to spend the morning doing proper exercise, spend time with my good old friend and take stock of life. There's so much I want to say, but sometimes it's just hard, tiring and time-consuming. I wish I really had more time to do things I really want to do, like visiting the elderly at SPHERE, sleeping more, reading new books, or just sitting down to stargaze with my friends...
Time flies and we always do not know what may come our way. I hope I'll not migrate, but I really want to study in UK/US in the future, and it means leaving my home, leaving my friends and my life behind.How will it be like overseas? How will I do? What will it be like? Will things change? I don't know.
Hmmm, maybe I shouldn't worry till the time comes. But I hope I'll be ready then...
KC...
10:03 AM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
I do not know what to say, but today's a really special but screwed up day. ><
Hmmm, the Sept hols has already started and this reminds all of us that 2009 is ending real soon! I really do not know why, but I feel that the J1 year is so much so much shorter. Perhaps it's the amount of workload, perhaps it's the super tight deadlines, perhaps it's the continuous process of meeting new people and doing new things that makes everything so rapid.
But I'm still holding on to everything that I have and cherish, and I hope that applies for everyone else too. Short post today, but at least a post! :D
KC...
5:02 PM
