Saturday, July 11, 2009
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."
I know i've not being doing this, but honestly, how many people in the world actually dream and live this way? I wonder, I really do. If we do not dream, there's nothing much to see in tomorrow isn't it? If we do not live life as if there's no tmr (though I do not know how...), it means we've not really been living, have we?
I'm so afraid of losing people in my life, people who're so precious to me. Everytime I imagine someone leaving me, I can't help but start to feel bitter, feel a dread, a sense of helplessness. But what can i do? Sometimes really life is just weird and such a vacuum cleaner. Perhaps one day, you're still laughing and talking to a person, but the next day he would have left you and this world behind. Perhaps one day, you're still close or comfortable with that person, but the next day you just feel the break in connection, the lost of touch, the disappearance of that something special. It's so sad, so painful. Haiz...
Btw, after walking thru Chinatown for half a day, and going to Bugis for a few hours, before finally returning to Woodlands for dinner really drains a person. Shit, I just realised it's 8.46pm - no time... Haiz, I'm quite tired and dying to talk to someone, but I'm determined to not go on MSN. ><
Yes, I will survive.
p.s. Barry, I hope you're feeling okay! I know you don't read my blog, but still, yea. =)
p.p.s. All the best to R(JC)SB for their concert!
p.p.p.s. Hope National Day will work out fine this year, but I don't like the theme song. =(
p.p.p.p.s Some people just don't update their blogs! Zzz.
KC...
8:26 PM
